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not ur token
01:55
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imposter syndrome is a freaken curse
i am not ur token but sometimes i feel like i am
and it gets worse
my brain tells me that this should feel good but
but my heart, my heart feels nothing
my life feels like a freaken curse
and it gets worse
i try to show you what's inside my head
but all you see is an unmade bed
i'm just faking it and barely making it
yeah, i'm just faking it
last time i told myself it would be the last time
but my life still feels like a freaken curse
i don't want to believe it gets worse
i am not ur token
i am not ur token
i am not ur token
i am so much worse
i am everything that you'll never be
i am everything that you'll never be
i am everything
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carry on
02:12
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my pillow is my best friend
haven't left her in weeks
i'd rather have a cloud catch my neck
than feel the wind run through my hair
my mirror - he haunts me
haven't cleaned him in weeks
i'd rather see a cloud of grey
than a stranger in my way
i haven't left my room in weeks
this is where i shall stay
this is where i'll decay
i'm sure you'll carry on without me
this is the part where you learn why they call me the queen of pushing everyone away
this is the part where you learn why they call me the queen
i've been staring through my window
watching people passing by
thank god no one's in here or they'd be asking why
i'm wearing yesterday's shirt for the 10th time
i've been talking to myself
so i won't get lonely
but the sound of my own voice
doesn't get me horny
i haven't left my room in weeks
this is where i shall stay
this is where i'll decay
i'm sure you'll carry on without me
this is the part where i try to be a little less literal but i'm not fooling anyone
this is the part where i try to be a little less literal
this is the only space i take up
that doesn't make me feel like a thief
i am the only one i lean on
so the only person i hurt is me
but when i fall down
i am out for good
i am gone for good
i haven't left my room in weeks
this is where i shall stay
this is where i'll decay
i'm sure you'll carry on without me
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my aching legs tell me
that i attempted some display
of reckless athleticism last night
but i don't have a clue
what the fuck i was up to
my spinning mind
threw my memories away
but i remember feeling happy
cause that feeling stays like a tattoo
so i say thank you to the friends who came
and stuck around for the ride
post sunset heart 2 hearts keep me alive
i woke up with my jacket on
and an empty mickey in my pocket
drinking in the streets is the only way to go
i have no time for bad advice
so i drink yours like it's the blood of the gods
i coordinate my thoughts in a way
that make no sense to me
or anybody
it's a miracle that anyone cares to listen
so i say thank you to the friends who came
and stuck around for the ride
post sunset heart 2 hearts keep me alive
one day i'll be old and gray
and hopefully i won't be thinking this way
but the truth is i am spiteful and pathetic and 0% athletic
i don't know what i'm doing
and i'll lie cheat and steal til i get there
and i'll probably say i love you
despite not knowing the weight of the world
so i say thank you to the friends who came
and stuck around for the ride
post sunset heart 2 hearts keep me alive
and to the ones that never were
i say goodbye
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Stem Champ
Stem Champ playfully captures the joys of a summer night spent biking around with pals, tender late night conversations, and
falling in love with the person you’re becoming.
These days Stem Champ (live) plays as a 4-piece making music somewhere in the lane of emo-tinged indie-rock.
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