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i'm just faking it

by Stem Champ

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what would have happened if we crossed the bridge that night ? maybe my biggest fear would have become reality and i'd die in the city where i never felt alive and the kids who never knew me would post sad facebook statuses about friendships that never happened high school wasn't that long ago but it sure feels that way when i pass by old classmates in a new city and they don't recognize me what would have happened if we crossed the bridge that night ? the wrong side of the ravine would have been a bad place to be i'd rather be face to face with you drinking hard lemonade than staring down a moose standing four feet away high school feels so long ago but i still have the same fears except now i try to ignore them by drinking too many beers what would have happened if we crossed the bridge that night ? i wouldn't have gotten to see the stars decorate the sky in the splendid way they did that night and i'd never learn the truth about the things you used to do once your parents fell asleep for the night neither of us ever felt right but in that moment we felt alive high school was so long ago but i will never forget that fear and i will always think of you even when you're not near
2.
Leah 01:59
she called herself Leah and i said my name was the breeze she said i can free ya and asked to take a seat on our bench it was mid-january and the year was still young but the night was mid-sprung she leaned over and whispered in my ear she said i know i know i know i know why you are here the winters' cold has gone away but it has found a place to stay in your head in your heart in your nose she smelled of spring like the flowers on her shirt she said everything that you see isn't quite what you think it to be i know i know i know why you are here you are filled with happiness and fear but you aren't who you were last year she leaned over and kissed me on the cheek then danced off down the street she called herself Leah but she felt like an angel to me
3.
she 03:47
she was like many other she's in the world in many different likened ways she was happy she was sad all in the same line of one poem she wore her heart on her sleeve to ward off all the bad and she stitched every broken thread of each abandoned dream into an enchanted quilt that she fell asleep wrapped in every night she drew sketches of what tomorrow could be little lines forming infinitesimal mountains to be climbed little squiggles drawing oceanic waves in the bird's sea she was blue and grey always flickering in between never knowing exactly what to say tomorrow nor today she transcended time and found solace in the gentle push of a harshly cold breeze leading her to the end her destiny: determined her destination: determined her journey: hers to decide so she climbed to the highest rooftop one of 214 twins and she wore wings
4.
it's my birthday once again and all i wanna hear is that you've forgotten that i'm here just like you did last year the years keep going by and i don't know why but i've been feeling seventeen for as long as i can remember there is no progress i just regress everytime i think i know who i am i don't have the time to rewrite this paradigm but i will confess that my life is a mess it's valentine's day again and all i wanna hear is that loving myself is not a crime this year i keep swiping right and i don't know why i put up a fight whenever someone says hi there is no progress i just regress everytime i think i know who i am i don't have the time to rewrite this paradigm but i will confess that my life is a mess st. patrick's day is here yet again and i'll never be saint-like so i might as well sin the years keep going by and i don't know why but i've been feeling seventeen for as long as i can remember there is no progress i just regress everytime i think i know who i am i don't have the time to rewrite this paradigm but i will confess that my life is a mess
5.
cover band 01:57
imagine making it in a cover band that's all you've ever wanted i've always wanted more i won't take what i can get i'll take what i deserve i don't want to be your writer i am the operator and the machine i don't want your "good taste" compliments i already know that i am cool as fuck and worthy of this world's time i don't know what i want but i do know that it's definitely not you imagine making it as an irl advert for everything you've ever made why say "hi" when you can ask if people have thought to buy (bye bye) i don't want to be your apprentice i am the apple and the tree i don't want your "good song" compliments unless you're going to credit me for the words i've written and the chords i've chosen and the part of my soul that i donated to the devil before i realized that he's in control i won't take what i can get i'll take what i deserve

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i'm always just faking it ...until i'm not.

Made on an iphone nearing obsoletion.

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released February 3, 2018

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Stem Champ

Stem Champ playfully captures the joys of a summer night spent biking around with pals, tender late night conversations, and falling in love with the person you’re becoming.

These days Stem Champ (live) plays as a 4-piece making music somewhere in the lane of emo-tinged indie-rock.
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